She a mooody bitch...

*She's a high flyer, a high flyer with not even pennies to spare... so I close my eyes and recite the words: I cannot care*

(Naame)

STABLE- 18 steps back-22 millions steps forward.

Leicester... LESTA... LE1 - Whatever you wanna call it is NONSENSE when it comes to signal.

September 22nd 2008: After 4 hours of confinement,some sloppy Burger King and an unresponsive car journey with my father,I reached my halls. Forget making friends, my Freeview was what I was looking to set up.
It was NOT happening.
So I went downstairs and said 'Wa gwan to the signal?'(If you know me,that's exactly how I speak) and the lady went:

"Oh,well, you probably won't receive signal-the midlands isn't very good at receiving signal"
*SHOCK FACE. JAW DROP. MENTALLY SLAPPED. DISGUST*

Firstly,I didn't understand what the hell she was talking about when she said 'Midlands', and secondly: I was brought up on Sky, Freeview and before these creations: CABLE!! (The one where Cartoon Network would change to TNT movies and Trouble would become some Porno fest after 10) AND I STILL DID WELL IN SCHOOL.

And now,8 months on (Without a TV- All or nothing kinda girl), I've prevailed...I'M GOING HOME...to the BETTER LIFE...this life...





ELATION.

*Also, all this talk with signal got me thinking: Phone companies such T(hief) Mobile, Orange and Vodafone (If that's still around) actually charge you to use AIRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!*

Corruption.

What POETS do for minds...

Emo times a-calling...

*Sighs*

Albeit this is my blog, but today I WON’T divulge my OWN self into it.

BUT... I will say, feelings of this ....

are all around me lately.

(Domino effect?)

Triggered by Anj (Yes, i took our friendship there- Ha!)

*I dance in rainbow circles-
Comfortably ...and then black lines blur me.
But innately,
And almost contently...
Colour dominates that part of me.*

Lessons in being a RASSCLART G. by Sandra Dee

Meet my mate Sandra 'Sarnge- Im a RASSCLART G 'Awuah.

I love her because we're from totally different ends of the spectrum, but we work.

I was raised in a four bedroom house; sheltered from danger and Black people, and Sandra was raised, in her own words, in a two bedroom flat on a shitty council estate, surrounded by drugs and violence. Friends.

I've always known of Sandra's RASSCLART G status, but It wasn't until she managed to, after not turning up to work for three weeks without giving notice, somehow managed to get a manager who solely does NOT RATE HER to extend her contract untill she gets back in September, whilst I sit here, trying to make this cracker and jam last longer. Her RASSCLART G status at 6.38 pm: CONFIRMED.


I love her because she NEVER turns up to work, and STILL manages to get a lil £20 thrown in her paypacket.


RASSCLART G.







And with her , It's all about 'BINGS... BANGS!!... CRASH! PING!! PARRRRRRRR!!!...IMMA...' .


RASSCLART G!





So for the next two weeks, this woman






Is gonna teach me: Nadia BROBBEY

to be...

A RASSCLART G!

Sir, you are so pretty and your wife is SOOO handsome

Little old me....locked away in the cage of education....

My head is now distorted; ALOT of the people I want...

HAVE NO REAL TALENT...















































So then I ....















































































And even...

But for those who know...

THAT JUST WON'T WORK!

I think cupid is calling for me to....

(I know what you're thinking,but sometimes with her it's....HARD TO TELL!)

*Sighs* If only the Ciara rumours had been true...

I COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL!!!!!